by Sarah Correa

 

When I was fourteen all I wished for were to die.

I wallowed in a deep depression that seemed to never end. Then a sudden rush of love washed over my entire body one day. It was truly amazing. Something straight from Heaven. I loved everything around me. All I knew was I had never felt like that before.  Well, maybe I did when I was younger. Infants and children often feel like this before their bright spirits are dimmed by the constant distractions in life. It’s a balancing act, and sometimes the scales can tilt. You see, as we age, we get wound up in issues, whether caused by our families, by peers or through messages found in the media.  And some lose sight. I was supposed to be a child of Light.  So that day I promised myself that it wouldn’t happen again. But like anything, without practice, your lessons will soon fade.

Avoid the reminders, and things can get worse. Like what happened back in 2006.  Broken by a number of countless relationships and a career that wasn’t taking off, I felt lost. Why wasn’t anything working for me? So I opened Pandora’s box by concentrating on all the negativity.  Then came the illness. I had flu-like symptoms that wouldn’t go away, zero energy and my hair began to fall out. I can still recall sitting at my desk typing away and feeling hairs breaking off from the top of my head. It was embarrassing and frightening. So what was wrong? Well, no one knew.  Test after test claimed that I was healthy. But I knew.

Desperate for a cure, I began to investigate alternative approaches to healing. And discovered people who had been in the same boat as me. Who had failing health but tested out healthy as could be. I began to incorporate what they recommended and soon found healing too. Then a few people told me to check out Louise Hay’s book, You Can Heal Your Life. So I did. It was uncanny how her book kept coming up in random conversations. So I read it in just a few days. And then odd things began to happen. I had premonitions while I slept and noticed I was becoming clairvoyant too.  For about a month, I could wake up and know what was going to happen each day. Even whom I was going to run into. I thought to myself, “it’s boring being a psychic because you live a life of no surprises.”

As I continued to meditate, pearls of wisdom came to light. I understood that God, the Universe, or Whoever/Whatever you believe in is already inside of us. And each person has the free will to reflect that Light back to our world in any way they wish. Some choose a dimmer Light while others are bright. Since the source of this Light is all the same, it is important to love yourself and others alike. Unconditionally. Every single person can be as bright as Mother Teresa or as dim as an inmate on death row. And all have the power to adjust their Lights at will.

I was in ecstasy. Pure nirvana. And since then have wanted to share this message with all of you. To help others brighten their Light. And bring about healing too.

 

In 2006, Sarah was chronically ill and desperate for a cure so she began investigating alternative approaches. She discovered people who found peace when adapting more self-aware lifestyles, so she practiced them… and began to heal, too.  Enthusiastic about her experience, Sarah’s goal is to share her knowledge with others. Working on a novel, her next book will highlight her journey toward total-body healing. Contact Sarah at: colormyspirit@yahoo.com